Thunder is roaring outside again... Hmm... Must be gonna rain. Haha... I found this pic from the internet. Anyway I saw this picture on the newspaper I think. About lightning. Then quite nice. Too bad can't find it online. Lol.

Sometimes it good to just sit there and listen to the sounds around us. Who knows you might just hear something amazing. Like a coin drop on the floor and you can pick it up. Lol... :P Anyway, it's claming to do that. Listen to the nature. You can hear many amazing things. Hmm...

It's good to take a backseat in life and see things in a different view. From a different perspective. Sometimes you see things that are unknown to you previously. You might realise there's a better way to handle things. Sometimes that's when regrets start setting in... Pondering about things that might not be needed. Hmm. It's weird why people do that huh?

Then again, there will be many things that we won't have discovered. Maybe there will be things we won't wonder about. Maybe we will fall into that deep pit we used to be in, unable to get out... There's no rope there anymore. Unless in the past. Now what?

Why wonder about the past? In fact, shouldn't it be why do we still dwell about it? Even if we thought of it, shouldn't we pick it up, take a look, and put it back again? There are reminders everywhere. It just makes it even more painful, even more empty to us...

Drop the past. Live with the present. Hope for the future. (Nono... Not the SDC's slogan of Hear the past, see the present, touch the future. Lol. I just checked it and it's correct. Lol. That was just a random guess. :P Really!) >.> Anyyyywaayyyy... Cherish the present. Do with what we have now. Be happy with what we have. Shouldn't that be the correct way to live our lives? Or is that too ideal to be realistic?

The one beside us. The ones close to us. Precious to us. Are they really able to be forgotten that easily? Once they are gone, can we really fill up that gap in us? In our hearts? Maybe there is. Maybe there's a even better one...

To the little girl out there, is the present really unable to fill up the gap made by the past? Do you have to trip and fall into that gap and scrap at it's floors again and again? Do you stand to gain anything from it?

Then again... Is the present really a better alternative? Or is it just another one of the many substitutes? One of the many poorly made substitutes that is going to be left on the roadside as usual? Maybe that gap can only be plugged in with the correct stopper, and the present one you have aren't it...

That's for you to ponder...

And for me to ponder as well.

Am I really just digging up that hole? Maybe there isn't any gap at all in the first place... Then again, maybe there is. Maybe time has filled it up. Perhaps the filling is poor. But just don't provoke it and it'll hold. Hmm...

It's time to push away the thing that's been bugging me. It's time to concentrate on more important things in my life...

You too... No?

Ended my post @ 2:35 AM