Short week this week. Haha. So good got off. Went to camp like 4 days then book out already. Hope every week can be like that~ Too bad it's impossible. Haiz.

Just scanned through some of the older posts. Haha. Quite weird. In the sense of the stuff I posted and the writing style. Actually I don't really rmb writing like that. Or those stuff. If I didn't know it was written by me I will think someone else wrote those stuff. Lol.

I used to write whatever stuff I liked in the past. Just spam only. Haha. Somehow I don't do that now. Hmm. Maybe it's just that I have been keeping so much stuff to myself. So much pain. So much frustrations that I have been facing. =( I hate my life. Haiz.

Life in army is really saddening. Most (if not all) of my post are negative since after enlisting. 134 days to go. Haiz. Still seem so looooooong. =(

Life's so sad. Can't wait for this phase to end. Can't wait to get back to school. Haiz.

Well at least out of army. Haha.

Ended my post @ 1:53 AM

Finally this phase is about to draw to a close. So tiring. D=

At least there's a break from thursday onwards. Haha. Something to look forward to. Out of camp days~ Haha.

Been super fed up last week. Zzz. Not gonna be the kind guy you see anymore. Fed up...

I think the amount of duties I've done last week and 3 weeks ago (or somewhere there) is as much as what the rest have been doing for the last 2 standby. Zzz. Especially since I was already doing more than the rest previously. End up like I do the duty for 2 person like that. Sian.

Spoil mood only. Zzz. I want sleep. Cause of the duty I didn't get to sleep much. But I got to say the bed at the guard room is better than the one in my bunk. Maybe cause ppl rarely sleep on it. Haha.

Oh well. Hope life will be better in the future. Can't wait to ORD. 141 days more. Haiz.

Ended my post @ 11:57 PM

I still feel so tired. Haiz. I think I should go sleep soon. Hmm.

I can't wait till this round of standby is over. D: Life feels so sad. Haiz.

Ended my post @ 12:12 AM

Life feels so sad. Even though it's only 5 more months. Haiz. Still have to bear with this rubbish for another 5 months. Hopefully I don't go crazy before that. Zzz.

It's good to find things to occupy myself though. At least there's something to do. I think that was what I wanted to say. Some idiot walked in and breaker my chain of thoughts. Zzz.

Hmm. It seems too early to start planning on the present though. Then again last year by this time I was going to make it. I think. Haha.

Oh well. Whatever lah. Haha. Should sleep soon. Dunno why so tired. Hmm. And seems fine to blog from my phone. Not too lag or thingy. Haha. Can't seem to click on publish though. Can only save. Hmm.

Ended my post @ 10:19 PM

I always have this feeling that I missed out something. Something that I should do. Hmm. Hopefully it's just a feeling. Hopefully I didn't miss out doing stuff.

The feeling of booking in is always so sian. So hard to describe. Like an impending doom. Haiz. And it starts even the day before booking in. =( Life's sad.

You really have to do what you like. Else life will be miserable everyday. Haiz. Hopefully I will get the chance to do that. Hmm...

Ended my post @ 12:02 AM

I'm going to burn myself out at this rate. Kinda. I should sleep early at home. Haha. Oh well.

So sian. Had to do parade. And at the 1st row somemore. Zzz. Stupid guy. Haiz. Now my finger got bruise or something from carrying the rifle for so long. Hurts when I touch/press it. Zzz.

And my muscle is sore from carrying the rifle. And it's not only me. Haiz. Need practice so long for a short parade one meh...

Ended up I still did something wrong. =X Not that it's very obvious though. Cause it's at the start of everything. XD No one saw I think. Well at least hope no one sees... Lalala... Haha.

So it shows that practice doesn't make perfect. Not that practice makes things permanent though. Haha. Just that it will tire out then end up careless. Or something like that. Haha.

155 days to ORD. Can't wait. End to all the stupid stuff. It still seems so long though. But some how it was so long ago that it was 200 days. Zzz. So contradicting.

Life is sad. Haiz. I hate my life. Zzz.

Ended my post @ 1:17 AM